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i always say i will, but i never ever get 'round to writing in this damn thing, and i still don't know how to work it. but here i go... nothing overly interesting to tell. i've been working my ass off all week... on an average of around three and a half hours sleep a night. but i blagged the weekend off and the bank holiday monday so all is good. arose at around 3.30 this afternoon, only because i knew if i didn't get electric the house would be plunged into darkness and the housemates would be less than amused ha. so i got completely obliterated on thursday night, stumbled in around 4am only to be up at 7 still pished for work. the tequila was out for the first time in a while, and boy i paid for it that day. the only one in 'till 11.30, i honestly thought i was gona die, fluttering between extremeshakeyness to imgonaspewness. nice. last night was good :) i gots to see all my friends i really haven't made enough of an effort with of late, and though i was on the coca colas i did end up at the boys house and finished off the weed i randomly bought a few weeks ago. messy. i rolled in around five this morning. blah. maybe it's finally hitting home i'm about to leave reading, but i jus wana be around my friends so much at the moment, i can't get enough of them. i miss jennaaa, it's been a few weeks haha! was texting her silly stuff in my state thursday night :) sorry also to anyone else i text :p not long 'til our birthdays wooooo!! whatever happens, we is gona live it up verrrrry soon. and it's gona be MEGA! believe. i wana be eighteen again. things were so much more simple for me when i was 18. finally found somewhere to live in the 'diff todays!! i'm on the move! this place is gona clear me out good and proper, but apparently it's a bit spesh so it's all good. i just hope livin' with two boys don't kill me, things are gona be a lot different. need to see if i can get my transfer to the h+m in cardiff. apparently this apartments open plan, in the bay yey, three beds and one with an ensuite. al says we gota toss for that lol but i reckon since i'm being the only gurlie i should have first dibs on it. i can't wait, i've been looking to move so long. but i know leaving reading is gona be hard. harder than moving there. because now it isn't everybody making a new start. it's just me. and i don't know anybody :( jenna i neeeds you to come see mee 24/7. i'm scared. had a bbq this afternoon, i really wanted to go out tonights butbut the ol' cash sitch is gona be pretty dire for the next month so me and the claire are staying in and having film club. city of god :) i'm starting to pack up all by stuff, but over the past two years i appear to have accumulated rather a lot of sheeet, i have know idea where to start or what to do with it all. but the move is on!! get in. i reallyreally wana go to notts with jennaa on thursday but what's messed things up even more is roz finding the gas bill under the sofa this afternoon yikes. i need to go to the bank on tuesday and we'll see how it goes. i also need to come to wales and sign the forms for my place. and i need to go to work. and i need to pack up my life. i have a headache there is way too much going on, i have the a week off week after next though! much needed and i'll be back in llanelli where i gets to see my li'l niece again. she's gettin so big and it makes me so sad that each time i see her she has to get to know me again. and then i have to leave. i'm bored writing this now and i have nothing interesting to say, so...
these are some li'l pics i took when i gots my new camera <3 my li'l niece, dad, the big bro and shaney boy. :p warming it up for jenna and hannah's birthday bashes!!
gona stick on a white wash and go buy milk and have rice krispies. xx
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